18 November 2009

~~gAAAhhhhAHHHHHH~~~

~aaargh!!!
it's 12:25 am, i still can't close my eyes to sleeping tight and having a nice dream.
i dunno what im thinking about now, there are many things that running,playing,flying,swimming, maybe diving inside my mind, such a trembling mind i guess -_-'
no one around me now, no one here to have a midninght conversation with, just a humming sound from CPU and tik tok sound from clock in my attic room. huff, talking about the time, i remember there are 30days left to fight for UAN, talking about the time, not far away from PAST,PRESENT, and FUTURE. and the story is begin..
~~~~~~
PAST.
yap,past atau lampau, masa sebelum sekarang, dahulu..bicara soal masa lalu, dimana kita dilahirkan ke dunia, growing up to being a toodler yang pasti dihabiskan untuk bermain,bermain,dan bermain. spend the time in kindergarden, main bola bekel, boneka, petak umpet, tamiya and many kind of die cast like "kring krin". talking about past, whats your obsesion when you was young? pasti ga jauh jauh dari insinyur,polisi,dokter,astronot,dan mentok mentoknya jadi presiden. yang dimana kita gatau gampang atau susahnya jadi profesi yang disebutin tadi. yang penting kita mimpi sebanyak banyaknya, entah mau terwujud apa engga, never mind lah. nothing can top being a toddler, tapi sekarang, we talk about present.
~~~~~~
PRESENT
sekarang,now,saat ini. hmm,sekarang when were a teenager. remaja labil tepatnya. masa dimana kita dalam masa masa menggapai mimpi mimpi yang kita anganangankan sewaktu masih kecil. sekolah,belajar,sedikit waktu buat main demi our obsesion when we was a happy toddler. masa depan, kalian sendiri yang nentuin mau apa kedepannya, tinggal gimana kitanya aja menghadapinya. salah langkah aja sedikit, hmm, i can't imagine..there are many factor who can makes we failed in the present, so be careful!
~~~~~~
FUTURE
masa depan, besok, next happening, whats my resolution im my future? lulus, kuliah di jurusan animasi, kerja, punya keluarga, meninggal. tapi apakah segampang itu? di dalam hidup ini pasti ada masa dimana kita dapat menikmati apa keinginan kita dan ada kalanya juga tidak. ga ada yang tau gimana keadaan kita besok,tahun depan, atau 5 tahun kedepan. yang bisa kita lakuin ya cuma usaha + doa.
~~~~~~
soooo..
do what do you want, dont be affraid, you'll never know what happening if you do, fall its okay, failed is the biggest teacher, we learned, we learned, and we learned to not fall in the same hole. do your best to catch your dream!
( gue ngomongin apa sih? ga ngerti)

what time is it? oww, its 2:44 am, i think its time to take a rest, ga sadar gue,nulis ga penting kaya gini aja ngabisin waktu yang banyak, i wish tomorrow i'll finished my project and wake up early cause i want to watching spongebob in tv, at 9:00 am, thats film is really GOOD! oh,i want a buzz lightyear mom,haha.
see you next time zhie..!

killaz